(c) Terry Floyd Johnson, 2013

May the Microcosmic Force be with each of you, I am Zoua, and I am the head of Enviroradiance, worldwide. We are happy to have you read our weekly Gatherings ( Services ). These Gatherings are free form, and we speak from the heart, and each is a lesson gleamed from years of meditation, experiences, and a solid view of ethical and philosophical, as well as, practical way of living and practicing spirituality.

Dr. Fritz Perls, the father of Gestalt Therapy, gave us the first ideas of individuality, where we are self-responsible, and though, he didn’t know it, it is this insight, which tells why we have the psychological mindset of leader-follower, and most beings, would rather die, than to have to be self-responsible, for their own being.

In the beginning, there was/is ,                               , who can never be known, they can only be felt, and even then- it’s always what they were, at that moment, and never what they actually are.

Who are these ,                           , they are your beyondness, and far, far more, for it is they who decided to create limitation, and created a minor aspect of themselves, and they called them Spirit.

The first to do so, they called Prime; he/she/it is/was totally self-responsible; however, those who followed, because they didn’t think of this, felt beholden to Prime, for being the Creator of Realities.

Prime denied this, and said he simply did it first, but all had made the decision to do this, but the three who followed wouldn’t hear it, they refused to accept self-responsibility. They tried to get Prime to accept their devotion, and worship, but he/she/it didn’t, so they grew angry, but then they saw how to make their denial of their self-responsibility into Power.

They waited for others to create spirit, and when they did, they too we’re in denial of their self-responsibility, so the three divided the realities amongst themselves, and told the new spirits, they were there creators, and the new spirits not wanting to trust themselves, and having to be self-responsible, fell into line, and Power was/is born.

The block, which keeps all life/spirit from knowing their own fullness, is their denial of their self-responsibility. To be self-responsible is to be free, and freedom is something the spirits after Prime, were afraid of, for that would mean they would have to accept full responsibility, for whatever they would do. They refused this, so they could blame others for their wrong decision-making, problem solving, etc., they could always say it was because of this or that, and never their own self-responsibility fault.

The Three took the spirits that followed them, and turned them into worshipers, so they began to grow in Power, one wanted more, and tried to destroy the others, and was cast down, and his followers, either went with the winners, or followed him to the depths they threw him to, but the others could only do this, they could not hold him there, so they set up a block in his/her/it’s mind, and this lasted for sometime, but finally he exploded it, and knew who he/she/it is, and the war began, but underneath all of it, was the reality, that all of this was because none on them would accept their own self-responsibility.

This is the block for spirits to become free, for they refuse to be responsible for their own creation.