# 131 You aren’t what you own, or what you believe you need

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(c)  Terry Floyd Johnson, 2017  ( Zoua; the OutRyder )

 

We start losing our sense of being- inner discipline, ability to develop our sense of individuality, when we realize we aren’t self-supporting.

We need others, mother/father/food/drink, etc., and all of this must be gotten from Outside; if we want to live, then we must have plenty of all. Outside seems to be stronger, than our sense of individual action, for we need these Outside things, to be able to live, to grow, to be protected, and much more.

The more we have a sense of needing all this Outside stuff, and that we put our inner center, within these objects, we begin to see, to imagine, to know, we are dependent on Outside, and we start identifying success, and living, with what we own, what we want, and what we’re willing to do to get it.

Many, who work, see themselves, not divided from the work they do, so they see their ” usness ” , in everything Outside. We wouldn’t exist, if we didn’t have a job, and levels of success, is dependent on what you have, and the level you reach in the organization you work for.

If we lose our job, and aren’t able to get another one, we start attacking ourselves, as being unworthy, because we can’t get new work; the more time it is before we get new work, the deeper we feel distress, at now being nothing, rather than self-identifying, of what work we do, which tells everyone, who we are.

The above, is also, a dangerous, way of thinking; when the worker/boss retires, it isn’t unusual, for the former worker, to die, within a year or more, not being able to separate him/her self, from what theyve done, and now, they have no identity, for they aren’t working, they are retired, and thus have no sense of self, no sense of being someone, because they have no Outside work, to show others and oneself, who and what we are.

This ” lossness “, of knowing who you are, because of what you do or did, what you own, or what you can be generous about, giving things away; this loss of being able to do, gives to many, a very deep sense of loss, of not being worth anything, and they literally will themselves to die.

You are not what you own, what you do, or how much an expert you are in accumulating things; you know your worth, by what you do, and what you own, if these things  are worth a lot, then so are you, if not, then you’re not worthy, either.

You are not what you do, what you own, etc.; you are who you are within yourself, and your worthiness, isn’t by the above, but how you feel and act within, choosing to act in the only way you can to be true to yourself.

Your self-worth, is by how much you love yourself, positively, how you choose what you do with your daily experiences, but all of these are what you do, not what you are. You are who you choose to be, in dealing with Outside, you choose what you do, the open way you present yourself, and how you interact with your family, others, and appreciating yourself, and allowing that self-love and happiness show in everything you do.

You are priceless, for you love yourself, you choose what you do or do not do, and who you choose to hang with, and by how you help others, who again you choose to help.

Be yourself; don’t worry; be happy! Live your life to your beat, and not anyone’s else’s.

May the Microcosmic Force be with you here and now!

 

# 130 You discipline your emotions!

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(c) Terry Floyd Johnson, 2017  ( Zoua; the OutRyder )

 

Emotions, like to rule the roost, and if you give into them, they will run with this power, making you a goat of your own emotions.

Discipline is needed to work with these control freaks, you must learn how to : 1. recognized what is causing you to be upset, etc., thus knowing what you have to work through, 2. allow the emotion to come into your bodymind, so you can work with it, through role playing, or working with it or they, so you can see what’s causing the problem, 3. emotions make you feel alive, and thus you takeover bringing these emotions out, whenever you feel a need to have pleasure or pain in your bodymind, so you feel something, anything, 4. own your emotions, know they are symbolic of something going on within you, 5. role play with this emotions or emotions, not as something akin to an invading force, but as a way you see what you’re going through, what’s needed to work through it, and to transform it into a understanding of what this or these emotion(s) are showing you, and others, where you’re at, and how you’re feeling, or think its what you’re feeling, but many times we repress the truth of what this emotion(s) is saying about where we are within ourselves, and how we’re going to relate to others around us, 6. by working through our emotions, we learn how to discipline ourselves, to recognize what we’re feeling, and acting in the only way we can act to be true to ourselves, 7. we can help others see what their emotion or emotions are expressing about where they’re at, and you can help them help themselves, discovering what the emotions are expressing of you symbolically.

Healthiness is working with your emotions, learning how to simmer them down, through working through what they are symbolizing, or role-playing, with the emotion, to find the reason you’re showing the emotion you’re expressing.

Be happy, work through those emotions, who are showing the upsetness of something within you. Don’t be afraid, work through them, and learn how to do it sincerely, and by doing this you can be a symbol of how to discipline yourself and your emotions.

May the Microcosmic Force be with you here and now!

 

# 2 Halo Distance is a factor in time, but not in non-linear reality

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(c)  Terry Floyd Johnson, 2012   ( Zoua; the OutRyder )

 

Mundane realities, or at least, Earth Science, and Outside determination to win over others and the environment, are linear experiences, and belief knowledge is only found in science, and life experience.

Life experience is survival, meaning its at its most important level, is to see and gain knowledge of Outside dangers, network values, nation values, religious values, atheist values, and so on.

These are low mundane experiences, meaningful, but only to allow you to go beyond them, and not limit yourself, to these Outside beliefs and experiences. This gives you Outside knowledge, to live life in the physical and mental realms, so you can learn, until life is on automatic. You can, then, choose what your want to do and what you want to believe, all based on Outside experiencing.

Those who want to only live in what they know, this is enough and they make their lives, trying to win over the interactions in Outside, that draws them in, and has them put their inner centers out in Outside, rather than themselves.

This means even if they win at outsmarting everyone, etc., in Outside, they lose, for they have alienated themselves from their bodymind, being, spirit and ,                             ,. This means their reason for being/living/accomplishment, is in the hands of Outside, for even, when you think your winning over others and scenarios, Outside is the winner, for you simply become an outlet, of competition, where others are going to try to win over you.

( King of the Hill- complex )

Those who feel empathy, lost, not happy, realize being caught up in Outside competitions, and wealth making, gives them things, but their inner self, knows this isn’t healthy, so the person, starts looking for other answers.  This is spiritual seeking, doing, meditation, reading spiritual books, watching spiritual videos, etc..

However, it’s still doing it in Outside ways, for the spiritual journey, they take, is the way of the macrocosmic way, where there are top dogs and underdogs, or winners/losers, so this is Outside spirituality, and means you lose, even if you win.

You have to bring your inner center back into yourself, and now, Outside is subject to your knowing, the only act you can do to be true to yourself, meaning this path is microcosmic, and is inner directed, and all choices, and experiences, are chosen, done by trusting you feeling, and by doing the only act you can do to be true to yourself.

You now are a whole within yourself, and you do by what you feel is right for you to do, and Outside is angry, for you are no longer seduce by the win/lose of Outside.

You have opened whole new life experiences, in which, you develop psychic/telepathic/spiritual talents abilities and skills, giving you an indication, of the level of wholeness/fullness you have found in yourself, and guides your actions and your life, via Self-Genesis.

You, now, walk a Microcosmic Force path, and you advance into more depth spirituality as you meditate, do microcosmic force spiritual actions/deeds/etc..

Distance becomes not the area between objects, but what you can perceive, is simply a step away, energy wise, and physical/mental realms, as well. Non-linear Realities!

May the Microcosmic Force be with you, right here and now!

# 1 Halo! Do you have to travel to be spiritual learner!

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(c)  Terry Floyd Johnson, 2017

 

One of the questions each of us has, do we need to travel to spiritual spots, to see spiritual teachers; the answer is no, but if you like to travel to different countries, then by all means, travel to the spiritual mecca you want to explore, and take lessons from the spiritual leader you’re drawn to.

However, you don’t have to travel physically, to contact these spiritual places, persons, actions and so on. You can experience all of this, by meditating, moving to spiritual insight, living a blessed life, doing good toward yourself and all peoples, etc., everywhere.

My first psychic teacher, Mrs Edith Gable, told me, that I didn’t have to go anywhere, other than where I find myself, right here and now. I never forgot it, and I live my life here, and have visited many spiritual places, many astral planes ( this isn’t as good of an idea as it might sound ), and spiritual teachers, including Don Juan, Carlos Castenada, yogis, psychics, and so on.

The same holds for you, you don’t have to go anywhere to grow spiritually, simply by going to spiritual places via your spiritual mind, or interacting with spiritual persons, anywhere on the planet or in the Universes. the lessons are valid and fulfilling.

One of the places I went to was Tibet, which has a deep draw for me, and what I found there was/is very enlightening. You can do the same, however, remember at all times protect yourself with Super Microcosmic Force Crystal White Light Love Life Energy, globular, and reflecting any negatives, into the universe.

May the Microcosmic Force be with you here and now!

 

# 16 Interludes Dream Symbology

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(c)  Terry Floyd Johnson, 2017  ( Zoua; the OutRyder )

 

We’re, now, going to look at our everyday lives, and the many symbols, which are, in our daily lives. There are more than you imagine.

First, everything you do, see, act upon, interact with and so on, is both symbol, for others, and many times, on a spiritual level, or a mundane level, your actions are both symbolic and real.

We can see that our daily lives have symbolic interactions, in the segments of wholes that we partake in, ergo, everything you do is made up whole experiences, and when you move, or focus on something else, you begin a new symbology whole.

To understand this, we look to dreams, in which, the dreams have many aspects, and those aspects change to what the dream is trying to tell you. Each segment of the dream is a whole in itself, and is symbolic, for itself, and the other wholes in the dream.

Be aware of the many whole life segments you’re involved in, each day, and look at them, and feel, if they are new real, or they’re symbolic, and they can be both.

To understand the elements of each whole, and the whole as a symbolic to other wholes, in the same process dream-environment, or if you see an element you feel is a symbolic whole, for something, in a past dream environment, or is related to something going on in your daily life, that stands out, or doesn’t, until this whole symbolic segment, is going on or is done, and you get an Ah! Ha! Experience, of a tie to this other whole or wholes. You can use role playing to work with all the symbol elements in the interaction, or in how the whole segments are in a dream environment as well, and you can work with them as you do of the elements in a particular dream environment/dream.

To work with all of these, one element at a time, of the elements within each whole segment, or use each whole segment, as an element in a dream, in which all the whole segments, are used as a single element, within the daily dream, you use role playing!

Good Dreaming!

 

 

# 15 Interludes Dream Symbology 3

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(c)  Terry Floyd Johnson, 2017  ( Zoua; the OutRyder )

 

There are many symbols in everyone’s daily living, work, spiritual pursuits, some are positive, and some are negative, the most known is the ying and yang,  black and white, balances each other out.

Everyday symbols, abound as well, such as an auto symbol, like Buick, every auto has a maker, and that maker designs a symbol, which stands for his/her brand, like Kenmore washers.

The company, the religion, the logo of products, all are symbols, which we come to know, mainly by this symbol, rather, than what it produces and stands for.

Symbols are to be a shortcut, to the buying public’s mind, so when they see it, they know all about the product, or trust the logo, for its fine products,they’re looking at, now.

In relationships, lovers give each other nicknames, that stands for all that person is, and the interest, the other party has in that person. Engagement rings and the engagements themselves, are symbolic of the love the two or more share, for each other.

A negative-positive symbol, is marriage, with one man and one woman, the nuclear family, they’re a symbol of the culture, in which they live.

A positive, which others might consider a negative, is where a relationship has more than two, and they form they’re own kind of family. EnviroRadiance accepts all kinds of love:relationships, for the members want to make a marriage, or tribe, where the members are there as long as they wish to be, when they no longer want to be there, they choose to travel on.

Another negative-positive is advertising, promotions, signs, and so on, most today see these ads with either distaste or ignoring them, in many ways.

Symbols can be positive to one network of viewers, and negative to another network, which can lead to rhetoric against each other, that can lead to violence, which we deplore, we practice non-violence until our physical bodymind comes into danger, then we handle the situation to protect our bodymind to the best of our ability.

In our own way we’re symbols, as well, we’re symbols, for all that we are, and thereby are living symbols, interacting with each other, bringing symbols to another level, an interactive exchange between living symbols.

May the Microcosmic Force be with you here and now!

# 126 Why does the Earth Natural Disasters

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(c) Terry Floyd Johnson, 2017  ( Zoua; the OutRyder )

 

The Earth is a living being! Therefore it has its changes, which to the human populations, seem to be natural disasters, but in truth they’re natural responses to the health and development of the Earth.

Humans call actions of the Earth disasters, because of their arrogance, in thinking, the Earth is here, for their playground. It is not!

The Earth is here, for its own purpose, and if life upon it, sees its natural responses to stress, energy build up, ground shaking quakes, etc.; it’s because they see their authority over the Earth, as non-existing, it makes them aware of their frailty, and how they’re being at the whim of the Earth.

The movements of the Earth, its weather, it’s oceans, seas, land masses, volcanos, etc., are an aspect of the whole/full, which is the planet Earth, and is natural to it.

The unnaturalness of the Earth, is because of human interference with what is healthy and good for the planet, caused by the actions of the human race, in trying to destroy themselves, and at the same time- the Earth, itself.

If the natural movements of the Earth, end up smashing the human populations, it isn’t malice, but the natural growth, and action of the dynamic planet, which the Earth is.

The Earth is a living being, all planets and stars, universes, realities, etc., are living beings, for everything has life, life energy, which is either consciousness or intuitive, ergo works on feeling what’s going on within itself, and everything around it.

Microcosmic Force Crystal White Light Love Life Energy, has within itself, as all life does, the will to love, and this means- it works in network harmony with those around it, who are on a compatible life energy vibration.

The Microcosmic Force is a network of whole/fulls of life energy, streaming, within whole/ full bits, making up the Microcosmic Force, individual, and acting in the only way they can act to be true to themselves, and at the same time, being an action that the other whole/full bits can use in their own awareness feelings, and acting in the only way they can act to be true to themselves.

Ergo, ” will to love ” is the dynamic force, in each whole/full bit, and is the natural flow of the totality of the life energy, within each whole/full bit.

May the Microcosmic Force be with you here and now!

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