# 133 Introjection- Spiritual

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(c)  Terry Floyd Johnson, 2017  ( Zoua; the OutRyder )


How do we express our swallowing our emotions, on the spiritual level, this is a question which is going to be added to my writing a new replacement of my dissertation, which I lost years ago.

The emotional reactions we give when we’re surprised, scared, angry, etc., is swallowed in our daily living actions, but there is another phenomena, which happens, and which must be gone through, to be able to unfreeze your imprintation you create and then go on, but leave the imprintation behind.

What does this imprintation look like, it’s a carbon copy of you, it’s froze in place, and stays that way as you go on with your life, not realizing, you have created this imprintation, within your consciousness, and within your brain.

These Freeze-copies happen as soon as any incident occurs, where you are emotionally upset, and feeling upset about what happened.

Check out your bodymind, your conscious, your subconscious, or your unconscious, till you come by a historical imprintation of what you felt at that exact instant. You have to force it to move, by either stepping into it, or tell it to move on, but know that you can get it to move on, and you get back this energy, you created showing your emotional distress.

It, also, frees up energy tied up in maintaining the imprint-you, so you have new returning life energy coming back into the bodymind. You get a shot of cool, life energy, and you now have more life energy to draw upon.

Remember, you must get your imprint of you, in your reaction to whatever was highly emotional to you, to move and leave that spot, and it dissipates, back into,your total life energy of your bodymind.

May the Microcosmic Force be with you, here and now!

# 133 Introjection Psychological

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(c)  Terry Floyd Johnson, 2017  ( Zoua; the OutRyder )


In counseling psychology, there’s a term, which stands for- swallowing your emotions, rather than, letting them out, expressing them. This term is called ” Introjection”, and means to swallow your emotions, to not let others see what you’re going through emotionally, at the time of the incident, you’re swallowing- your emotional content.

There are tons of examples, of this, someone has hurt you, but you don’t express it, you swallow your hurt/anger/betrayal, etc.. Along with hurt bank, the most expressive of this is ” anger banking “.

Here, instead of working through the emotional conflicts, you swallow them, and place them somewhere within your bodymind, and it stays there, even if you work through the mental aspect of the introjection, it still lies within the bodymind. You have to work through it mentally, but also, physically, through movement, expressions, symbolic tension and relaxation ( in bodymind counseling, by having the client walk, with tension and relaxation, the counselor can be working with the person’s spirit, within a half-hour ).

This means you’re working with the spiritual expression of the life plan the spirit built for you, usually with rose colored glasses, ( they think you can do anything and make it so you have to deal with dangerous stuff, they’re prideful, because they think/know you can handle, anything ), wrong!

They put into your life plan, situations, where you have to find a way out of, overcome it, run from it ( but they don’t see you having to do this, because you are a formiable person ), and anyone else, will learn that, if they try to put you in harm’s way.

We see, you’re not born, without a plan already imprinted on your genetic structure, which is a higher evaluation, of your capabilities than you may be able to do, to show the world, and yourself.

So, learn to express yourself, rather than holding it in, holding it down, holding it back, repressing it and all connected with  it, and build a false okayness, that puts anger, hurt, distrust, etc., in banks, in different, spots/areas of your bodymind.

Second, when you do this, your bodymind twists to express the inner you, so you’re not a free, flowing individual, but hold in, hold down or hold back, so you’re bodymind shapes itself, to your way of handling your life, with all of its ups and downs.

To be free, work through your banks of held in emotions, and learn to express them as you’re dealing with the emotions, so you don’t emotional bank ( introject ) things, but free yourself by working through the emotional uprising!

May the Microcosmic Force be with you, here and now!

# 7 Halo

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(c) Terry Floyd Johnson, 2017  ( Zoua; the OutRyder )


In aura reading, one of the fascinating, truths, about how the aura reflects what the person is doing, is that you can tell, when someone is lying to you, hiding something, or isn’t telling you the whole truth.

The aura is very expressive, and it is the truth light, of yourself, and any other person you come in contact with.

The Aura is expressive of whatever you do, so those who can read auras, and anyone can, learn to be honest and truthful, so you don’t show you are incapable of telling the truth.

Remember, don’t look straight at someone, but off to the side, and allow your third eye to guide your inner eye, and see within your mind, the aura of the person, etc., whom you are conversing with.

If he/she lies, or doesn’t tell the truth, color flashes in the aura, and this allows you to know, what you are hearing is a lie.

This is only one way, explore and see if you find other ways of telling if someone is lying to you, like through bodymind movement, etc..

May the Microcosmic Force be with you here and now!

# 132 Monopolies

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(c)  Terry Floyd Johnson, 2017  ( Zoua; the OutRyder )


The United States, and other countries around the world, are filled with monopolies, in the U.S. its the utilities companies, which are important to life, but are in the hands of management, who’s idea of goodness is making the almighty dollar.

Edison is a prime symbol of this, and the inane blindness of the California voter. A few years back, Edison in California, said it had to raise prices or would have to cut back, and one of the things they wanted was paid for two nuclear reactors they had built in the 50’s and 60’s.

What they failed to tell anyone, is the public built those reactors, and had already paid for them, so Edison conned the California public, into voting their way, adding five dollars or so to every person in California bill, even among the poor, which means Edison is a scab, and a disease against allowing the poor to live a comfortable life, while they make billions, because of lies or not saying anything about the truth of the law.

Edison isn’t the only one, that does whatever’s necessary, to gain more profit, at the cost of the poor or at least, the broke, of the people of California.

How do we stop this, by being politically aware of what new laws really are about, and newspapers try to do just that, but the public either doesn’t read or listen to the truth, and hide their heads in the feces of corporate/government lying.

Second, do daily Microcosmic Force Blessings, everyday on helping the poor to get a better life, and the money taken by corporations, against the broke and poor, given back to them.

Third, watch your utilities, governments, public utilities commission ( which is a lapdog of the utilities companies ), but Microcosmic Force Blessings on truth and action comes into force and the people of the world, take control of runaway greedy corporations, governments, and put them in the hands of the people.

Fourth, spread the word, when you see a strike against the people, Microcosmic Force Blessings, blogs, papers, etc.

Be aware; act responsibly!

May the Microcosmic Force, be with you, here and now!

# 6 Halo

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(c) Terry Floyd Johnson, 2017  ( Zoua; the OutRyder )


Spirituality is a built in energy symbol, which guides you in doing, finding, and excelling at your own spirituality.

Discovering this spirituality is the Joy, of finding yourself, and learning you must follow your own feelings, and trust yourself, to make the right choices and actions.

On the whole, everyone makes mistakes, learn from them, and go on with your life, and don’t get boiled down in emotional hashing and beating yourself up.

Remember: act in the only way you can act to be true to yourself, truth lies within you, and nothing Outside can give you spirituality, you must find it within yourself, and adapt yourself, to express the spirituality you believe in.

This expression, for Dream Dances, Jedi and Jedi Knight is the realization, that things that happen, are symbolic of what’s going on within them, so you act out where you’re at within themselves.

Symbols, are that, which covers an action, rest, meditating, etc., which has within it a teaching or teachings, which you can either learn from, or if it doesn’t seem to fit, to let go of.

You are the party, who makes the decisions of what is true for you, or not.

No one can give you truth, you see/feel/think what you see within your life, but only you can see what is behind the actions you find yourself in, and the only one who can act in the only way they can act to be true to yourself.

All of life’s interactions, scenarios, are either symbolic, which is found on many different levels, within the dream scenario, and here and now truth seen, felt, believed, because you feel within yourself, this is truth, and you feel a harmony within yourself, that  is the Aha! Ha! experience. This is a discovering something within yourself, and expanding you, your knowledge, your spiritual journey, and a teaching, which is necessary, at this here and now time, for you.

The here and now Microcosmic Force Truth, has a different feeling, color, action, depthness, etc., you feel, as you are participating within it, and realize, this isn’t a symbol, but a here and now experience of Microcosmic Force Truth, and a discovery of Microcosmic Force spiritual growth.

May the Microcosmic Force, be with you, here and now!

# 131 You aren’t what you own, or what you believe you need

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(c)  Terry Floyd Johnson, 2017  ( Zoua; the OutRyder )


We start losing our sense of being- inner discipline, ability to develop our sense of individuality, when we realize we aren’t self-supporting.

We need others, mother/father/food/drink, etc., and all of this must be gotten from Outside; if we want to live, then we must have plenty of all. Outside seems to be stronger, than our sense of individual action, for we need these Outside things, to be able to live, to grow, to be protected, and much more.

The more we have a sense of needing all this Outside stuff, and that we put our inner center, within these objects, we begin to see, to imagine, to know, we are dependent on Outside, and we start identifying success, and living, with what we own, what we want, and what we’re willing to do to get it.

Many, who work, see themselves, not divided from the work they do, so they see their ” usness ” , in everything Outside. We wouldn’t exist, if we didn’t have a job, and levels of success, is dependent on what you have, and the level you reach in the organization you work for.

If we lose our job, and aren’t able to get another one, we start attacking ourselves, as being unworthy, because we can’t get new work; the more time it is before we get new work, the deeper we feel distress, at now being nothing, rather than self-identifying, of what work we do, which tells everyone, who we are.

The above, is also, a dangerous, way of thinking; when the worker/boss retires, it isn’t unusual, for the former worker, to die, within a year or more, not being able to separate him/her self, from what theyve done, and now, they have no identity, for they aren’t working, they are retired, and thus have no sense of self, no sense of being someone, because they have no Outside work, to show others and oneself, who and what we are.

This ” lossness “, of knowing who you are, because of what you do or did, what you own, or what you can be generous about, giving things away; this loss of being able to do, gives to many, a very deep sense of loss, of not being worth anything, and they literally will themselves to die.

You are not what you own, what you do, or how much an expert you are in accumulating things; you know your worth, by what you do, and what you own, if these things  are worth a lot, then so are you, if not, then you’re not worthy, either.

You are not what you do, what you own, etc.; you are who you are within yourself, and your worthiness, isn’t by the above, but how you feel and act within, choosing to act in the only way you can to be true to yourself.

Your self-worth, is by how much you love yourself, positively, how you choose what you do with your daily experiences, but all of these are what you do, not what you are. You are who you choose to be, in dealing with Outside, you choose what you do, the open way you present yourself, and how you interact with your family, others, and appreciating yourself, and allowing that self-love and happiness show in everything you do.

You are priceless, for you love yourself, you choose what you do or do not do, and who you choose to hang with, and by how you help others, who again you choose to help.

Be yourself; don’t worry; be happy! Live your life to your beat, and not anyone’s else’s.

May the Microcosmic Force be with you here and now!


# 130 You discipline your emotions!

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(c) Terry Floyd Johnson, 2017  ( Zoua; the OutRyder )


Emotions, like to rule the roost, and if you give into them, they will run with this power, making you a goat of your own emotions.

Discipline is needed to work with these control freaks, you must learn how to : 1. recognized what is causing you to be upset, etc., thus knowing what you have to work through, 2. allow the emotion to come into your bodymind, so you can work with it, through role playing, or working with it or they, so you can see what’s causing the problem, 3. emotions make you feel alive, and thus you takeover bringing these emotions out, whenever you feel a need to have pleasure or pain in your bodymind, so you feel something, anything, 4. own your emotions, know they are symbolic of something going on within you, 5. role play with this emotions or emotions, not as something akin to an invading force, but as a way you see what you’re going through, what’s needed to work through it, and to transform it into a understanding of what this or these emotion(s) are showing you, and others, where you’re at, and how you’re feeling, or think its what you’re feeling, but many times we repress the truth of what this emotion(s) is saying about where we are within ourselves, and how we’re going to relate to others around us, 6. by working through our emotions, we learn how to discipline ourselves, to recognize what we’re feeling, and acting in the only way we can act to be true to ourselves, 7. we can help others see what their emotion or emotions are expressing about where they’re at, and you can help them help themselves, discovering what the emotions are expressing of you symbolically.

Healthiness is working with your emotions, learning how to simmer them down, through working through what they are symbolizing, or role-playing, with the emotion, to find the reason you’re showing the emotion you’re expressing.

Be happy, work through those emotions, who are showing the upsetness of something within you. Don’t be afraid, work through them, and learn how to do it sincerely, and by doing this you can be a symbol of how to discipline yourself and your emotions.

May the Microcosmic Force be with you here and now!


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