# 6 Halo

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(c) Terry Floyd Johnson, 2017  ( Zoua; the OutRyder )


Spirituality is a built in energy symbol, which guides you in doing, finding, and excelling at your own spirituality.

Discovering this spirituality is the Joy, of finding yourself, and learning you must follow your own feelings, and trust yourself, to make the right choices and actions.

On the whole, everyone makes mistakes, learn from them, and go on with your life, and don’t get boiled down in emotional hashing and beating yourself up.

Remember: act in the only way you can act to be true to yourself, truth lies within you, and nothing Outside can give you spirituality, you must find it within yourself, and adapt yourself, to express the spirituality you believe in.

This expression, for Dream Dances, Jedi and Jedi Knight is the realization, that things that happen, are symbolic of what’s going on within them, so you act out where you’re at within themselves.

Symbols, are that, which covers an action, rest, meditating, etc., which has within it a teaching or teachings, which you can either learn from, or if it doesn’t seem to fit, to let go of.

You are the party, who makes the decisions of what is true for you, or not.

No one can give you truth, you see/feel/think what you see within your life, but only you can see what is behind the actions you find yourself in, and the only one who can act in the only way they can act to be true to yourself.

All of life’s interactions, scenarios, are either symbolic, which is found on many different levels, within the dream scenario, and here and now truth seen, felt, believed, because you feel within yourself, this is truth, and you feel a harmony within yourself, that  is the Aha! Ha! experience. This is a discovering something within yourself, and expanding you, your knowledge, your spiritual journey, and a teaching, which is necessary, at this here and now time, for you.

The here and now Microcosmic Force Truth, has a different feeling, color, action, depthness, etc., you feel, as you are participating within it, and realize, this isn’t a symbol, but a here and now experience of Microcosmic Force Truth, and a discovery of Microcosmic Force spiritual growth.

May the Microcosmic Force, be with you, here and now!

# 88 Goshenite ( Beryl )

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(c) Terry Floyd Johnson, 2016  ( Zoua; the OutRyder )

Goshenite is used, for glass lenses, and appropriately so, because it is the gem of total truth, with no tack, only total truth. Be sure you can stand to have the answer, before you ask the question.

Goshenite is a great , gem, for education, film, TV, cable, computers, glasses, inventors, mechanical jobs and so on.

Goshenite laying about; you will be able to tell lies from truth, by trusting your feelings.

Goshenite is great for political debates, for the lies shine forth, and the truth does the same.

Goshenite is great for charging china, making it even more beautiful, than it is.

Goshenite is good for microscopes, telescopes, satellites ( like Hubble ), and space.

Goshenite is good to have, when we put a rocket into space, and when we have consumer rides out into space.

Goshenite is good for self-mining, to bring forth what’s bothering you, or your repressing, and so on.

Goshenite is good for sports, racing, field and track, and any competition, gambling, and so on.

Goshenite is good for creating beautiful sleep dreams, always positive. for you self-growth.

# 95 Unconditional Respect

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(c)  Terry Floyd Johnson, 2016  ( Zoua, the OutRyder )

Unconditional love, is very important in how we see ourselves, and how we see people, Outside of us.

You must have Unconditional Respect, along with love, so you show the person, you like/interests you,  with Unconditional Love,  but if you can’t feel respect for them, then drop them, from your life, it’s best for you and others.

Respect means seeing the person, as a person you like/love, stays true to their words, follows through with the actions needing to be taken,  and has an even tempered, and even balance, within yourself.

Unconditional Respect, means you’re respectful, to them, as a person of integrity, coolness, and ability to flow, with the situation; to handle themselves and their  emotions, by not dissing anyone, in both, of our interactions, with those, who are Outside of us.

Treat everyone, with the respect- to their spirit, if you don’t feel you can be respectful, because of your interaction with them,  seeing/knowing there’s no trust there.

There are many people out there, who deserve your respect, they’re in observation, when you first meet them, to see if they hold true to who they are, and not, just, has put on a game face, you don’t trust!

Trust is a very important ingredient, in how, you see yourself, and others, who you’re friends with, or who you have interactions, with but are just acquaintances. Trust is what makes the world be in balance, no trust, no way to be comfortable, with this person or group; you have to cut them out of your life.

Your everyday happiness, depends, on who you surround yourself with, and having a love atmosphere, with your Totality.

No love of self, you cannot love someone else, you only barter with the other person, for their affections.

Love= trust + respect + unconditional regard and appreciation + feelings!

May the Microcosmic Force, be with you, here and now!

# # 88 Cosmic Outside Illusion

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(c) Terry Floyd Johnson, 2016  ( Zoua; the OutRyder )


We’ve looked at trade-offs, now, we’re going to look at the truth behind the Cosmic Illusion- Outside.

Outside has interaction going on all the time, and multilevels of exchanges, lies, cons, and more.

To live Outside, you have to be a game player; you have to learn/educate/street learning, so you come out on top  of the hierarchial chain of positions available in any organizing event/business/home.

All of this is a Cosmic Illusion, for this works on top of the truth of Mystery, hiding its truth- by overwhelming those who look to see what is truth and what’s not, within the interactions of the game players or Outside.

Whether you work in small groups, dyads or networks, you must learn how to go beyond the Outside to Truth, act in the only way you can act, to be true to yourself.

This means trusting your feelings, listening to what’s going on around you, and in the telepathic planes, where conversations, go on all the time.

Outside loves to have many things going on, so you and all others, will get caught up and divorce yourself, from your inner center, and place it Outside, so you’re lost  in the manipulations of the game players of Outside.

To escape this fate- trust your feelings, listen, hear what’s really being said, choose, act via actions direct at the answer of acting in the only way we can to be true to ourselves.

This explodes the Cosmic Illusion, and lands you directly in the way to act in the only way you can act to be true to yourself. Act without thinking, by trust, love, action within yourself.

Microcosmic Force Blessings upon you, here and now!

# 81 Do

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(c) Terry Floyd Johnson, 2015  ( Zoua; the OutRyder )


Our lives are so fast and complicated, that many times, we get overwhelmed, and choose not to do anything, rather than working to complete what we need to complete.

We basically turnoff, and ignore what we see we need to accomplish, for simply goofing off, resting, have an aversion to anything, especially anything work related. The need to relax, and focus on ourselves, because of feeling overwhelmed, is called a nervous breakdown. We suffer from this, not necessarily of being overwhelmed, but refusing to see we need to do things in a different way.

We use time off, or when we turn off, to look how are lives stack up, to what we believe we want to do. Self-looking at our lives, to see if we’re happy or not, and if not, what can we do to transform this, and better our lives.

The best way, or least one way, is the philosophy of ” Do “, where you don’t choose not to do something, but do the opposite, training yourself to ” Do “.

We train ourselves, to ” Do “, to make a decision and do it, not think about it, philosophize about it, but trust our feelings, and go with what they tell us.

Trust your feelings, is the basest of ” Do “. You act without thinking, but listening to your feelings, and act without thinking, just Do.

This puts the Energy of Truth, your truth, known by your trust in your feelings, making ” Do ” the most powerful action you can do, guided by your trust in your feelings.

If you haven’t been doing this, you have to develop trust in yourself, learn to listen to your inner self, and act without the need to think about it, and look at it in ways that will bring you to a decision, about a problem.

Trust your feelings- is simply, feelings, don’t work in questions, only in answers. Your truth comes from within you, and Outside truth is simply another way of thinking and problem-solving.

Act in the only way you can act to be true to yourself, and to accomplish what you hear your feelings say, by listening by your intuition, and the energy of hearing truth as a feeling, that is strong, and drives you to ” Do “.

” Do ” is you acting without thinking about the truth you create by trusting your feelings.

Microcosmic Force Blessings, on you here and now.

# 65 Feelings

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(c) Terry Floyd Johnson, 2015  ( Zoua; the OutRyder )

We’ve said that reason and emotion reason is based on learned behavior; feelings are not, they’re here and now, they only give answers, and never questions.

To be in your feelings, you must be here and now; with here and now experience, up for resolving, by listening, and trusting your feelings.

Trusting your feelings is just what it says; it means no thought is necessary, you act in the only way you can to be true to yourself.

Feelings are viewed organically, but they’re beyond the physical, mental,, and exist, in that nebulous truth, called Inner Spirit.

Inner Spirit is whole, and doesn’t need looked at, poked, tested, etc., for right here and now seeking knowledge,, it’s either right or wrong, and it’s never wrong, the listener may listen wrong, and act wrongly, but feelings give answers, it’s up to each of us, to follow it.

To give you an example: feelings are like you going totally naked; while reason and emotion reason, are like you wearing clothes to hide you from you. Be free; Be naked! Follow your heart!

Listen, trust, act upon without thought the answer given to you by your feelings. Trust your feelings; they’re the truth of you, and allows others to see truth, in action, without reason or emotion reason.. This will be a first, to almost all who look upon truth, for the first time in their lives.

Hippies worked to try to live instantanously: however, they looked for inner peace, outside of themselves, thus repressing their inner spirit, to look for answers, out in other philosophies, religions, etc..

Question needs, can come from the environment, but is an answer, brought from within the total being of the person, listening to the question, listening, by trusting his/her feelings, and acts in the only way he/she can to be true to themselves.

Inner Spirit is the path, guide, and action, of you, listening to your trust in your feelings, without thinking about it, but simply acting, in the trust of your feelings. .

May the Microcosmic Force Blessings, give you light, to find your own way out of an environmental question, to the best way to know the answer- trusting your feelings!

# 60 Trust

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(c) Terry Floyd Johnson, 2015 ( Zoua; The OutRyder )

Everyone wants people around them they can trust; but before you can do this, you have to build it, within you: You must learn to trust yourself, and act on that trust, by acting in the only way you can to be true to yourself.

Feelings are the guide to knowing yourself and acting in the only way you can to be true to yourself.

Feelings allow you to know, what you’re feeling about something going on within you,others  acting toward you, or someone trying to pull the wool over your eyes.

Feelings work in answers; not questions.

Trust builds slowly, even within yourself, if you’re too logical, to emotional,, your trust in yourself will be low, for you don’t know how to trust your own bodymind, and are projecting on to it, emotional garbage; along with this is reasoning,, which looks Outside, for what it believes, etc..

All that is fine and dandy, but if you don’t trust yourself, you’re in the spinning wheel,, of what Sartre,, calls existential anguish. What does this mean for our understanding of ourselves and our world?

Reasoning and emotional reasoning, feed off of each other,they can give you knowledge, understanding, and ways of letting go, but they cannot give you the love of yourself, the trust in yourself, that only comes, when you stop projecting onto the Outside,, and realize all your actions have to start within, to be real to you;,leading you into acting in the only way you can to be true to yourself.

If you’re dependent, on the Outside, to give you happiness, love, self-respect, self-responsibility, and more inner spiritual building through your trust in yourself, and your ability to act without thinking, trusting your feelings, to guide you, to do what is best for you, and is the only thing you can do to be true to yourself.

What is truth? Truth you find Outside, is only within the act of reasoning, and emotional reasoning, which means what’s going on  outside of you, gives to you what you want, need and expect, from the environment. We shall call this denial of self truth, and believing Outside can get/give you whatever you wish. This is not true; we only have to look at the rich and wealthy who commit suicide, who act in ways detrimental to their being in the world.

Trust truth, comes from within you; you see it and know it, by trusting your feelings, and acting in the only way you can to be true to yourself.

Inner guided liking of someone outside of you, and in whom you want to learn to trust,, is a process; they, and you, have to prove your trustworthiness. In other words,, building trust is like adding a slice to a circle, as you see their actions, which create trust in you, or not.

Don’t be in a hurry to trust someone, who wants you to trust them, now. The question is why does it have to be now? Why do they want you to trust them, without them- ,proving their- trustworthy.

If someone tries to get you to trust them, without going through the process of building that trust within you, by your interactions with them, then they are not trustworthy, and you have to protect yourself from them,, and their ways..

Healthy trust comes when you trust yourself, to not trust in a hurry, but allow the trust to build slowly, as each of you, find out more about the other, or the Outside, which becomes secondary and flows around you, rather than you having to live your life, to the insanity of the Outside, which acts, and demands, you to be what they want you to be, rather than being yourself, by acting in the only way you can to be true to yourself!

You will go through times, when you try to wheedle, to subvert, to hide, from your Inner Truth, because it doesn’t fit with your mind/consciousness, who is caught up in being what the Outside wants from you. You go into denial, anger, rejecting, emotions, rationalizations, and more, to make it okay to not trust yourself, but trust the Outside, has what you need to bring you happiness, and material wealth.

Happiness, works, etc., come from within you; you’re guided by your feelings, trust in your feelings, and Seeing/Knowing what you’re doing is the only act you can do to be true to yourself.

May the Microcosmic Force be with you, here and now!

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